Well, I can but I feel unable to speak to them. People whom surround us inhibit me.
I feel afraid of saying something wrong or stupid.
So, I keep quiet.
They start to think I don't understand, I don't care.
It's just bullshit!
Sometimes I just wanna disappear.
It's kind of I have to be there for everyone but, unfortunately, no one can be there for me, even when they want to.
They don't understand me.
So, it's just a waste of time.