I feel so defenseless.
It's like if I could show everyone how I am. Like if I'm transparent.
It does not matter if you see or not my bones, they are fragile now.
So many tears dropped. So many death wishes. Now I feel safe, comfortable, with self esteem.
I feel naked 'coz all those things that could hurt me have gone away.
I'm in that period that nothing can hurt me. I'm strong, but not for having winning streight, just because I'm too injured. Another injury cannot make a big difference.
I'm able to appear again.
To be with my friends.
To smile again.
